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ainawethI want to do something creative. Write, draw, compose...something.
That timed essay on the CLEP test made me realize that the only things I've written in the past few...years?...were school assignments. The only time I write voluntarily is for LJ, message board posts, or my diary.
But I have no stories in my head, or music in my head (except other people's). And the only thing I want to try to draw is Klaus...but I'm scared to. Because I know it won't look right at first, and then I'll get discouraged and lose my inspiration...so I'm just not trying at all.
I'm too much of a perfectionist. That's what's stifling my creativity...
That timed essay on the CLEP test made me realize that the only things I've written in the past few...years?...were school assignments. The only time I write voluntarily is for LJ, message board posts, or my diary.
But I have no stories in my head, or music in my head (except other people's). And the only thing I want to try to draw is Klaus...but I'm scared to. Because I know it won't look right at first, and then I'll get discouraged and lose my inspiration...so I'm just not trying at all.
I'm too much of a perfectionist. That's what's stifling my creativity...
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Date: 2005-06-05 10:20 pm (UTC)